Oh, yes. Right now I feel absolutely horrid for 
more than one reason, but mainly because my life 
seems to be falling absolutely apart for the 
third time in six months. Perhaps I'm waxing 
drama, I dunno, and you guys are probably sick of 
hearing it...but the fact is, you're all I have 
to talk to about it right now. I've shut myself 
off from my friends, and my family was never a 
stable unit to begin with, so now that all of my 
relationships are slowly crumbling I'm just 
having oodles of fun. ::sigh:: Really, the only 
thing that's keeeping me going is cel collecting, 
because it's a distraction. I'll be fine with 
time...I always am. But sometimes life gets to 
all of us.

Geh...wow...this came out totally self-absorbed. 
My point is, oh yes, I feel your pain. If you 
want, I'll smack your boyfriend for you so he 
starts paying attention to you again :D  (there's 
nothing worse than when someone ignores you).