That is so sad ;_;  It's funny, because I think 
the only reason that I have gotten as involved in 
cel collecting as I am is because of the 
wonderful people I've met through the hobby, who 
I chat with pretty much every day.  Most of these 
friendships have extended beyond just talking 
about cels, and these guys have even been there 
for me at some points when my RL friends 
haven't.  I guess the idealit in me wants to 
think all the collectors out there could e like 
that :/  Oh well, I'm glad to know the good ones 
I've found.