and i think too..after being in a hobby for 
awhile, one forgets the reason they got into it 
in the first place and the happiness that this 
hobby can bring too if taken in moderation. Oh 
remember the fun of opening your first package, 
seeing a cel in person, and watching the anime 
and pointing and saying "that frame is mine!"? 
even if it was a cheap little off center cel?
i think when you start to get overwhelmed..its 
time to take a step back and ask yourself why are 
you in the hobby, and write a list of pros and 
cons, which is longer?